Because of me

I heard you singing "our" old song, tears overflowed. Mistakes can’t be forgiven, forgotten even after so long. I lost myself in despair, seeing you suffering so much. Because of me, you bleed so many times, always pointlessly. My hands can only hold tragedies, Reflected in your broken heart and sad eyes, directed to me. Hatred filled up my soul, powerless to protect you. Because of me, you had to fight alone, for my sake, willingly. It’s time to let go. I’ll say goodbye. Allow me to touch you one last time. Don’t fear, don’t cry, I’ll make those painful memories vanish from your soul. I promise, I will always remain by your side. BE SURE "Run! Save yourself! Leave me behind!". Foolish words. Foolish dreams. Foolish prayers. Let this world turn back to ashes for what I care. Because of me, white pure snow will never fall down. Ever again. I can’t stop my revenges. Trust me, we’re going to make it out of this Hell, together. My selfish desires to never be apart from you, to cover your back, hold your hand; To help you stand up no matter what; lost in this madness. Because of me, you’ll keep searching my soul in this wild universe, endlessly. It’s time to let go. I’ll say goodbye. Allow me to touch you one last time. Don’t fear, don’t cry, I’ll make those painful memories vanish from your soul. PLEASE, keep this smiling face I fell for, forever. BE SURE We’ll cross this ocean together and start anew. Make our story come true. Angels and demons stuck together to change this Fate for us. HOPE. Don’t give up. BE SURE I love you. 22 april 2013 Irina Magteb